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February 5th 2023, 11:41 am
You're being abused?!  Crying or Very sad

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February 5th 2023, 3:55 pm
@KeAfan7 Kinda, yeah… what sucks the most is I wasn’t aware it counted as abuse until a few years ago. That’s why it’s taken so long to reveal… 🙁

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February 5th 2023, 5:46 pm
@OrionJZed I'll have lord Frieza sort that out for you if you'd like. Twisted Evil

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February 5th 2023, 6:15 pm
@"Golden Frieza" Aw… it’s sweet you’d do that for this wittle monkey whose Saiyan name is probably Onrin or somethin’. 😁

(On the other hand, Lord Frieza is probably not one for “sweet” outside of DBZA, so… perhaps not? 😅)

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February 5th 2023, 6:43 pm
@OrionJZed As Universe 0's God of Destruction "in my fanfic..." I'll persuade him. Middle Finger

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February 5th 2023, 6:46 pm
@Golden Freiza Woah! Bringing out the big guns, eh? Or just flipping the bird at Frieza which is either REALLY badass or REALLY dumb depending on your power level! Pog Champ

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February 6th 2023, 9:38 pm
@Golden Freiza You write fanfics…? 😮

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February 10th 2023, 1:58 am
I’m getting close to my breakpoint… not sure what else can be done to overcome this lifelong hurdle. Sad

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February 12th 2023, 11:21 pm
@OrionJZed Nice review lol. Smug

I hope the joke made you feel better hehe lol. Laughing

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February 12th 2023, 11:25 pm
@Aqua Cherry Blossom LMFAO! lol!

@OrionJZed I don't know what to say buddy, but I hope things get better for you. I know what being verbally battered feels like and it's not fun. Crying or Very sad

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February 15th 2023, 1:57 pm
Waitafronkinminute… why the Fronk didn’t the Fronkin’ server send a freshing notification? Bored/What the...?

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Aqua Cherry Blossom wrote: @OrionJZed Nice review lol. Smug

I hope the joke made you feel better hehe lol. Laughing
Haha! I love running gags and in-jokes! Though you probably already know that, ‘cos my series are peppered with ‘em… Happy

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KeAfan7 wrote: @Aqua Cherry Blossom LMFAO! lol!

@OrionJZed I don't know what to say buddy, but I hope things get better for you. I know what being verbally battered feels like and it's not fun. Crying or Very sad
Things are gradually improving, and the abuser in question knows they’re on thin ice… and that I no longer tolerate their (or anyone else’s) toxicity and/or manipulative tactics.

If there’s one good thing outta decades of this crapbasket weaving, it’s that I’m aware of the signs, and thus able to ensure that no-one is forced to endure it in silence.

Part of my creative process is not only to entertain others, but to inspire them into (hopefully) finding their voice and inner calling, overcoming their personal doubts and demons, and realising the amazing person they truly are.

Haters gonna hate…
Doubters gotta doubt…
Ain’t no changin’ ‘dat… Shocked

So all’s left is to…

Be yo’ Mecha-Fronkin’ self! :mechafronk:

You got ‘dis! victory
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March 26th 2023, 1:05 am
This can’t go on any longer… I need to be far away from my abuser, considering tonight’s episode of emotional abuse… 😭
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March 26th 2023, 1:18 am
@OrionJZed Oh no! Feel free to message me if you'd like to vent, I'm all ears. Wink

Edit: What a typo! Grimace


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March 26th 2023, 1:21 am
@OrionJZed Remember the magic words. Nice review lol. Laughing

@KeAfan7 @OrionJZed Butt Mode activated apparently lol. Drinking

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March 26th 2023, 1:25 am
@OrionJZed @Aqua Cherry Blossom Fixed that extremely embarrassing typo, but hopefully you got a chuckle out of it haha! lol!

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March 27th 2023, 3:23 am
@KeAfan7 @Aqua Cherry Blossom I appreciate the kind words (and lols, heehee); it’s just getting so draining after all these decades of… of… what I’d never wish upon anyone.
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March 28th 2023, 9:25 pm
Well, another crucial thing about my past I didn’t know until today has come to light…

Turns out I didn’t pass my final year of high school.

I failed my exams, and no-one thought to tell me?  Suspect

Not even my own parents knew (apparently).

The Fr*nk even is the sitcom that is my life?! Shocked

(I’m so frickin’ confused right now… dizzy )
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April 16th 2023, 12:02 am
I copped another emotional uppercut (or, rather, lowercut) from my abuser last night… seriously, I feel like a Lv. 2 Caterpie inside Violet City Gym right now. That’s how bad things have gotten. 😭
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April 24th 2023, 1:57 pm
OrionJZed wrote:I copped another emotional uppercut (or, rather, lowercut) from my abuser last night… seriously, I feel like a Lv. 2 Caterpie inside Violet City Gym right now. That’s how bad things have gotten. 😭
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June 20th 2023, 11:08 pm
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June 20th 2023, 11:23 pm
@OrionJZed Oh no buddy! What happened? Crying or Very sad

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June 21st 2023, 12:37 am
@KeAfan7 I’m so overwhelmed with being a mere afterthought in this family, and I have nowhere to go despite trying for five years to make the change…

I don’t want to face another rejection. 😔
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October 6th 2023, 4:56 am
I CAN’T DO THIS ALONE ANYMORE!

Why is life always so needlessly, excessively, and unforgivably cruel to me? Why are others so quick to chastise, bully, or take advantage of me? And why do I keep finding renewed hope only for it to be snatched from me and stomped into the ground beneath my feet…?

Haven’t I been through enough already? What could I possibly have done to deserve such harsh treatment all these years? How can so many be so quick to point out my strengths, say what they like about me, and praise the work and commitment I do, yet somehow I’m still alone in this struggle to find a solid, long-term footing?

I may be resilient in the face of challenge, and there may be so much untapped potential ready to be forged into whatever my purpose in life is meant to be, but without the resources, the opportunities, and the camaraderie to see it all the way through, it’s a losing battle that no lone individual can achieve alone.

And at this point I’m well and truly spent, yet still the pressure to keep on keeping on is there, never yielding, never relenting, never allowing this burnt-out husk of a once-gifted soul a moment to rest, to be given the opportunity and freedom to soar, and to know the blessing of unconditional love and partnership.

I’m tired of the rug being pulled from under my feet, I’m tired of those I should be able to trust (teachers, peers, and family) being needlessly cruel and unfair, and I’m tired of gaining traction in my life only for some unseen hurdle to trip me up all over again.

I don’t want to drop everything, stop trying to succeed in life, and accept that I will never amount to anything as said by two teachers in the worst school years of my life, but if I’m still stuck after nearly 36 years of false starts, false hopes, and too many other falsehoods, then I may as well just drop everything and become a full-time hermit, because everything in my life has always been the opposite of what I need, and that cycle of unfairness and loveless abuse needs to be reversed if I’m to have any hope of fulfilment.

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Waiting for life to begin,
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October 6th 2023, 12:25 pm
Aww, I'm sorry things aren't going well for you. My life has been pretty atrocious as well lately, I hope there'll be good mojo coming your way soon buddy! Cool

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October 7th 2023, 6:45 am
@KeAfan7 Likewise. 😙
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November 29th 2023, 9:15 pm
…no mojo. 😭
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November 30th 2023, 1:05 am
@OrionJZed What's wrong Zed?

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November 30th 2023, 3:09 am
@KeAfan7 No good mojo… 😭
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November 30th 2023, 10:39 pm
@KeAfan7 I apologise for the waterworks… it’s tough having to bottle up my emotions and traumas all the time, and the pressure is really starting to get to me. 😞
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December 6th 2023, 10:13 am
@OrionJZed I hope things get better for you soon

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December 6th 2023, 8:28 pm
@KokorOtaku Appreciated. Anime Sweat

I’ve set up an account with BetterHelp, so hopefully they can help with the emotional side of it. victory

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December 7th 2023, 2:02 am
KokorOtaku wrote:@OrionJZed I hope things get better for you soon

I second this! I hope your situation gets fresh, instead of being like a smelly Wario fart because of your abuser! Happy

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December 7th 2023, 6:25 am
@KeAfan7 No need for an apology. I love puns! Happy
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December 11th 2023, 4:34 pm
Sorry for the lack of updates, been feeling pretty blah myself... @OrionJZed @KokorOtaku @Aqua Cherry Blossom @Golden Freiza . RIP

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December 11th 2023, 6:08 pm
@KeAfan7 Oh no! Are you alright? 😨
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December 12th 2023, 9:31 pm
@OrionJZed Not particularly...never thought someone in my life would chuck a heavy ass butter knife at my face...but here I am... RIP

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December 13th 2023, 12:00 am
@KeAfan7 Dang. ☹
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February 2nd 2024, 8:29 pm
EDIT: It took some effort, but I barely made it back… 😓

ORIGINAL POST: Not even a week out of the country and already my parents’ absence shows just how ingrained in their lives I’d become…

Now I’m stranded interstate with no hope of getting back and no-one in my corner to help me out… I’ve never felt as alone as I do right now… 😭
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