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"I know this sounds cheap, but... just call me Golden Frieza."
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(On the other hand, Lord Frieza is probably not one for “sweet” outside of DBZA, so… perhaps not? )
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@OrionJZed I don't know what to say buddy, but I hope things get better for you. I know what being verbally battered feels like and it's not fun.
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Heheh… sorry for the late replies…
Haha! I love running gags and in-jokes! Though you probably already know that, ‘cos my series are peppered with ‘em…Aqua Cherry Blossom wrote: @OrionJZed Nice review lol.
I hope the joke made you feel better hehe lol.
Inklein: Silly Author! You can’t put pepper on your sea-ries, because they’re in SAIBASPACE! Silly Author, hahaha!
Things are gradually improving, and the abuser in question knows they’re on thin ice… and that I no longer tolerate their (or anyone else’s) toxicity and/or manipulative tactics.KeAfan7 wrote: @Aqua Cherry Blossom LMFAO!
@OrionJZed I don't know what to say buddy, but I hope things get better for you. I know what being verbally battered feels like and it's not fun.
If there’s one good thing outta decades of this crapbasket weaving, it’s that I’m aware of the signs, and thus able to ensure that no-one is forced to endure it in silence.
Part of my creative process is not only to entertain others, but to inspire them into (hopefully) finding their voice and inner calling, overcoming their personal doubts and demons, and realising the amazing person they truly are.
Haters gonna hate…
Doubters gotta doubt…
Ain’t no changin’ ‘dat…
So all’s left is to…
Be yo’ Mecha-Fronkin’ self! :mechafronk:
You got ‘dis!
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@KeAfan7 @OrionJZed Butt Mode activated apparently lol.
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Turns out I didn’t pass my final year of high school.
I failed my exams, and no-one thought to tell me?
Not even my own parents knew (apparently).
The Fr*nk even is the sitcom that is my life?!
(I’m so frickin’ confused right now… )
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OrionJZed wrote:I copped another emotional uppercut (or, rather, lowercut) from my abuser last night… seriously, I feel like a Lv. 2 Caterpie inside Violet City Gym right now. That’s how bad things have gotten.
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I don’t want to face another rejection.
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Why is life always so needlessly, excessively, and unforgivably cruel to me? Why are others so quick to chastise, bully, or take advantage of me? And why do I keep finding renewed hope only for it to be snatched from me and stomped into the ground beneath my feet…?
Haven’t I been through enough already? What could I possibly have done to deserve such harsh treatment all these years? How can so many be so quick to point out my strengths, say what they like about me, and praise the work and commitment I do, yet somehow I’m still alone in this struggle to find a solid, long-term footing?
I may be resilient in the face of challenge, and there may be so much untapped potential ready to be forged into whatever my purpose in life is meant to be, but without the resources, the opportunities, and the camaraderie to see it all the way through, it’s a losing battle that no lone individual can achieve alone.
And at this point I’m well and truly spent, yet still the pressure to keep on keeping on is there, never yielding, never relenting, never allowing this burnt-out husk of a once-gifted soul a moment to rest, to be given the opportunity and freedom to soar, and to know the blessing of unconditional love and partnership.
I’m tired of the rug being pulled from under my feet, I’m tired of those I should be able to trust (teachers, peers, and family) being needlessly cruel and unfair, and I’m tired of gaining traction in my life only for some unseen hurdle to trip me up all over again.
I don’t want to drop everything, stop trying to succeed in life, and accept that I will never amount to anything as said by two teachers in the worst school years of my life, but if I’m still stuck after nearly 36 years of false starts, false hopes, and too many other falsehoods, then I may as well just drop everything and become a full-time hermit, because everything in my life has always been the opposite of what I need, and that cycle of unfairness and loveless abuse needs to be reversed if I’m to have any hope of fulfilment.
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Thirty-six years in,
Waiting for life to begin,
Any day now… please?
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I feel unaccomplished and need to give my heart out. Where’s my Kokoro no Tomo?
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I’ve set up an account with BetterHelp, so hopefully they can help with the emotional side of it.
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KokorOtaku wrote:@OrionJZed I hope things get better for you soon
I second this! I hope your situation gets fresh, instead of being like a smelly Wario fart because of your abuser!
PS. Sorry for the terrible pun haha!
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ORIGINAL POST: Not even a week out of the country and already my parents’ absence shows just how ingrained in their lives I’d become…
Now I’m stranded interstate with no hope of getting back and no-one in my corner to help me out… I’ve never felt as alone as I do right now…
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In a way, it helped me find the courage and strength to find my path, to really delve within and figure out what - and who - I truly want to be, and to never give up until success is achieved, then keep going onto the next one.
Who’da thunk a glorified Dungeons & Dragons fanfic derived from a dream would completely change my life in what’s turned mostly for the better?
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I ‘unno… Mercury in retrograde, mayhaps?KeAfan7 wrote:Why did I not get notifications?!
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Why? Because it was Pride Month!
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